God Of My Forever;

Okay, that's not mine but it's so adorable! HAHA. It's Soph's. :P Hello! It seems like i haven't been blogging here. Mostly blogging in Balijecello. Freshwinds tomorrow!! Not that i'm going, but i'm just excited for everyone else who is going and what message Ps.Satish would bring forth and they'd tell me ALL about it. :) No, really, it's really a bummer for me not being able to go but i can't do much about it, can I? Well like what Von said to me, "This is what we call, obeying your parents." There were times where i felt frustrated cause i feel like as if i couldn't go ANYWHERE at all. But it's fine. I'm pressing on in prayer. :) Doesn't sound convincing, does it? HAHA, i guarantee breakthrough! Don't know when, don't know how..but it's gonna happen! Anyways, i'm gonna miss Mel. Won't be able to talk to her for 4 days. :P But it's all good. It's for a good cause! She's gonna have the time of her life in Miri. :P And i get to have the time of my life in Brunei! HAHA! I know attending conferences are like super woah, guaranteed-the-touch-of-God thing but i know that God can move just about anywhere else in this world. :) God is EVERYWHERE! Wee! :D Yesterday, i went to the airport because it was my brother's birthday dinner. :D Saw quite a few people i know. :P I saw Shin Lin and her sister, and Armilda and her sister. HAHA. Poked Shin Lin but she didn't notice. No doubt she felt it but she must have thought someone else bumped her or something. OH WELLS. :D Here was what I had for dessert.

It had blueberry, custard and whatever inside. I just ate it. It was okay for me but i think i was too full to even appreciate and bother what it really tasted like. :) I didn't finish it though. :S

Doesn't it look like ice cream? :D But it isn't. It's like chocolate mousse. It tasted so sweet. :S Tasted good but SO SWEET! I think i liked water even better. :P

Mel, i've got something for you.

JABALI JABALI JABALI HEY!

JABALI HABALI JABALI HEY!

DEEPAVALI!

HAHAHAHA. omg.

Without You;

Hmm, okay this is insane. My mom freaked me out by saying i didn't get 6th place.

My mind blanked out.

because she was right.. i didn't.


instead.. i moved up by 2.


SO I GOT 4th place! :) whee~ praise God! <3 PRAISE HIM MAN! He's given me so much more than i expected.

Point Of Difference;

I think i am insane to handle so many websites. HAHAHA. But it's all good. My hair smells smelly and good at the same time. :)


mel, JABALI JABALI JABALI HEY! DEEPAVALI!

Everything;

Hello! I just got back from AC2. It was fun. I joined the rehearsals for the play since i was there early. And was Angel's date for the prom. HAHA. She made me dance with her. I felt weird. :P But it was cool. I don't really remember what time we finished. But yea, Ting was really emo. HAHAHA. But it was really good. :D Then the practice started. In the midst of prayer, i felt the guitar string broke. HAHAHA. I think. Cause i felt it whack me on the shoulder. Then we had that little problem with the he said, she said thing. TING YOU SHOULD KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT! :P HAHA. ANYWAYS, Jeremy had to leave early though. So we had the whole place to ourselves. Everything went along fine until the drummer thingie came up. But it's okay. IT IS ALL GOOD. Okay, i am tired. HAHA. My feet hurts. Due to all the dancingz and standingz but then again, IT'S ALL GOOD! :)


Okay, i'm gonna stop typing for now. HAHA.

And today was a great day man. :) It started off really rough cause i was really in a rush. You can see why in my other blog with Mel. :) But as the hours went by, it went great. :D



All leads back to God. All that He's done for me today was just amazing.



Father, let our everything be yours forever;

Till I See You.

The greatest love that anyone could ever know

That overcame the cross and grave to find my soul

And till I see You face to face and grace amazing takes me home

I'll trust in You

With all I am I'll live to see Your kingdom come

And in my heart I pray You'd let Your will be done

And till I see You face to face and grace amazing takes me home

I'll trust in You

I will live to love You

I will live to bring You praise

I will live a child in awe of You

You are a voice that called the universe to be

You are the whisper in my heart that speaks to me

And till I see You face to face and grace amazing takes me home

I'll trust in you

You alone are God of all

You alone are worthy Lord

And with all I am my soul will bless Your name.

i love this song. I love both versions from Hillsong United and Hillsong London. I remember listening to it in Bernard's car. I've listened to this song long ago. But never really heard it properly. It's an awesome song. :)

Click on that, yes! :) I'm sharing it with the jabali girl aka Mel. AHAHA. Just recently opened.





i will live a child in awe of You.

All of Your promises won't let go of me!

Felt like the day went by so fast. Well.. mid-speed. It was okay this morning..so slow in the early afternoon..and now it's going by so fast. HAHA. Soph slept over from Friday till Sunday. I think she made my brothers and I eat a lot. Cause she kept saying she's hungry like after every one hour. Well of course i did not follow every single time she did that. And then we had a horror movie marathon. One of my brothers decided not to join us cause he does not like horror movies as it makes him jumpy. None of them made me jumpy except for one. This thai movie called Alone. Freaky man. HAHAHA. Then we went out to Hua Ho mall..... in Tutong. Oh yes, we drove so far away that we almost thought we were going Miri. HAHA. Didn't really have much but it was okay. :) All in all, the sleepover was okay. Got to spend lots of time with her. There were just things that got in the way for a bit. But still pressing on in prayer. :) Anyways, today i did nothing much. TV. Eat. Read. Computer. all these are so repetitive everyday. But one thing i never get tired of is spending time with God. I love it. I love taking up the guitar and just singing songs that are lifted up to my one and only King. I love talking to Him like a best friend. I love how He is always there to listen to me no matter what. I love everything about Him being not just part of my life but all of it.

I was praying for a few people and am going to keep praying until i see something happen. Just yesterday God gave me this vision. It got me pumped up. Really pumped up. I was sharing it with Amanda so it spread to her too. :) We really want to see things happen in our school. And we believe that we can live this vision if we all work together and keep pressing on in prayer. People doubt the power of prayer so many times, but i believe that prayer is how all breakthroughs occur. :) I love the vision given to this 14-year-old girl in the newG. book. She saw a map of Sweden. Red pins were marked out on every single schools. And those pins started to burn. So awesome. Then at the age 16, she was leading a prayer in a conference infront of 4000 youths. All were on their knees, tears filled their eyes and hungry for the power of God to move in this generation. It really motivates me to know what a 16 year old can do. And coincidentially, i'm gonna be 16 next year. :P

HAHAHA. And Ting, i shall fill your car with very nice-smelling perfume and together inside, we shall rot. HAHAHAHA. Ew. I'll die i tell you. :P Mel, hello. HAHAHA. You're like so near to me now but you're in tuition. Freak man. HAHAHA. - -" Anyways, i like the colour of this blog. Pretty. :D


it never has to be this way. God, you are what holds us together. please, don't let it be this way.

Refuge.

PEOPLE! Please do not talk to Melissa Lee. Cause she called me a hippy. HAHAHA



and she said she's caller than i am.


HA! :P



mel, you're so hua ho! HAHAHAHHA!

Made Me Glad.

Isaiah 40:28-31

28 Have you not known?
Have you not heard?
The everlasting God, the LORD,
The Creator of the ends of the earth,
Neither faints nor is weary.
His understanding is unsearchable.

29 He gives power to the weak,
And to those who have no might He increases strength.
30 Even the youths shall faint and be weary,
And the young men shall utterly fall,
31 But those who wait on the LORD
Shall renew their strength;
They shall mount up with wings like eagles,
They shall run and not be weary,
They shall walk and not faint.

I remember God showed me this a few days ago. No, it wasn't exactly for me. But it was for someone else who really felt weak and couldn't move on. I love how direct it was when it said, even the YOUTHS shall faint and be weary. But of course this verse encourages me too. I love it. A very precise and powerful verse for all who are on the verge of falling. It would be powerful if you believe it of course. :) meeheehee! And Mel, thank you. HAHAHA. This was a very interesting convo yes?


michelle *. : from the days of my youth, you have led me in your way. (: says:
you want me to beg ?
michelle *. : from the days of my youth, you have led me in your way. (: says:
OH PUHLEASSSZEEE MEL
michelle *. : from the days of my youth, you have led me in your way. (: says:
COME TO MY HOUSE
m. ^ ; my soul secure, Your promise sure, Your love endures always says:
-_-
m. ^ ; my soul secure, Your promise sure, Your love endures always says:
YOU AH
michelle *. : from the days of my youth, you have led me in your way. (: says:
HAHAHA
m. ^ ; my soul secure, Your promise sure, Your love endures always says:
SMACK YOU ONE TIME
m. ^ ; my soul secure, Your promise sure, Your love endures always says:
I KNOW WHERE YOU LIVE OKAY
michelle *. : from the days of my youth, you have led me in your way. (: says:
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHHHAHAHA
michelle *. : from the days of my youth, you have led me in your way. (: says:
I'll move.
m. ^ ; my soul secure, Your promise sure, Your love endures always says:
you dont know where i live =p
michelle *. : from the days of my youth, you have led me in your way. (: says:
PHONE DIRECTORY
m. ^ ; my soul secure, Your promise sure, Your love endures always says:
AHAHHA i just imagine marshmellows smacking each other
m. ^ ; my soul secure, Your promise sure, Your love endures always says:
ahahahah
michelle *. : from the days of my youth, you have led me in your way. (: says:
HAHAAAHAHA
m. ^ ; my soul secure, Your promise sure, Your love endures always says:
then one runnign away WHICH IS YO =p
m. ^ ; my soul secure, Your promise sure, Your love endures always says:
you*
michelle *. : from the days of my youth, you have led me in your way. (: says:
cant walk away if i tried.. cause YOUR LOVE is BETTER THAN LIFEEE
michelle *. : from the days of my youth, you have led me in your way. (: says:
HHAHAHAHAHA
michelle *. : from the days of my youth, you have led me in your way. (: says:
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAAAAAAHA
m. ^ ; my soul secure, Your promise sure, Your love endures always says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAH

WOOHOO

I haven't used blogger in ages anyway, im not here to blog about me.

michelle here is the most weirdest, funny looking and lamest person i've met.

okay thats partially true. SHES NOT FUNNING LOOKING :P, i didn't know chelle for centuries or anything close to years. But so far i've learnt that shes a very bright friend. She always cheers me up with slightest messages and she seems to know everything. Okay maybe not. WELL i want to say that im very proud of you on your exams! WOOHOO PRAISE GOD MAN. anyway, shes someone who has her heart for God, she really amazes me on how much she knows the word and the sacrifises she makes for God :). Shes really hyper when i'm about to go offline and yes. ahahah anyway basically what makes chelle up is

Shes caring LIKE SUPERDUPER CARING. Shes happy most of the times, Shes persistant, Shes hardworking, Shes sarcastic and lame, She EXTREMLY random :D

well i hope this is long enough!

i just realised im not so good at this. ahah :p

LALALALALALALALALALALLALA *BREATHES* LALALALALLALALLA, LOVE :)

SUPASTAAAAAAAARRRRRZ Spongebob!

Rotting in the rottenness of the rotten.

Hmm, some title. HAHAHA. But seriously, that's what i've been doing all week. I've been staying at home a lot. It has its pros and cons. But it's all good. :) Anyways, i think Rach (classmate) will be coming over later. We've been planning that a lot of times but it always ends up not being done. I realised that i'm really excited for a lot of things. I'm excited for Acts this friday. I don't really know why but i think i'm already prepared to expect a great touch from God on that day. :) I'll be bringing friends too. Like 2 of them. HAHA. Not much but hey, it's a start. :) And also i'm so excited for New Generation which will be starting next year. We had it this year but it was honestly, really on and off. It was first led by Angel but as the weeks went by, she started getting busy, so it was dead. HAHA. Then i just felt that i should do something. So we started having it again. A small group of girls. Sometimes there are 7 or 8 of us. And sometimes it's less than that. BUT ANYWAYS, we're gonna start fresh next year. For the past few days, i was really low on my self-esteem. Thinking that of all people, why did God choose me? As the days went by i wondered why. But somehow i think God spoke through Amanda to tell me that I can do it. And how she saw that our school was going to be saved and He told her that I can do it and need to trust Him. So since then, i really felt assured that i could do it. We can all do it if we really believe that He can do it. And knowing Him, i know He always keeps His word. :) It really woke me up and touched me as well to know that my God believes in me this much to put such responsibility in the hands of someone who isn't exactly the smartest or prettiest or whatever-est person. But then i remembered that God can use just about anyone. :) If we make Him our strength, our hope, our everything.. i really think that we'd change more than just our school. :) BUT, before we step into anybody else's world, lets just step into our own. And i know my world is my SCHOOL, FRIENDS and FAMILY. YEA MAN! I'm excited.



And hungry. LUNCH! :D


SEE YOU GUYS SOON!



p.s : Ting, i smell good.

Nobody's fool;

oh you know who you are. I just want to say thank you for being there for me to even listen to me when you yourself are annoyed or disturbed by something. Again and again, i've said this.. but we're always so busy and all, but still you make time to talk to me even if you only had a few minutes left then you'd have to rush off to somewhere. You're always assuring me that it's okay and that you're here to listen to me whenever i needed to get something out of me and i'd do the same. Obviously i mean what i say that i'd always be ready to listen whenever you need to talk just as you always are for me. :) and i just want to say that you're a champion, man! You've told me things you've went through before.. and how i sat down amazed seeing despite all that you've went through, you still stood strong. And i'm proud of you for that and everything else that you are. And i will love you the same always for who you are and that's for sure. And again, i can't promise you i'd always be there for you but i will ALWAYS ALWAYS make time for you whenever i possibly can.


And there are times when SOME people tease me by making me remember those happy times we had when you were here and that last goodbye we had, but really, i don't cry about it anymore. I have to say it took me a while to get the fact that we all have to move on to sink in to my brain. But instead it makes me smile just seeing you smile in those thoughts. You know why? I know it wouldn't be the end of it anyways. :)

but heck, i still miss you so much. So i just hope that you be strong in God. That situation now, don't punish yourself for it. It's not your fault. Seek God and let Him be in control yea. :) You're gonna do just fine, not just in that but in everything that you do or going to do. I love you so so much and miss you as well. You nose digga. HAHAHAHAHAHA. I admit you didn't do it but it's too late now, isn't it? You gained yourself a "permanent" title. ;p HAHAHA! I miss those late night conversations. :P HAHHAAAHA. And once again, thank you for everything. :)