Rotting in the rottenness of the rotten.

Hmm, some title. HAHAHA. But seriously, that's what i've been doing all week. I've been staying at home a lot. It has its pros and cons. But it's all good. :) Anyways, i think Rach (classmate) will be coming over later. We've been planning that a lot of times but it always ends up not being done. I realised that i'm really excited for a lot of things. I'm excited for Acts this friday. I don't really know why but i think i'm already prepared to expect a great touch from God on that day. :) I'll be bringing friends too. Like 2 of them. HAHA. Not much but hey, it's a start. :) And also i'm so excited for New Generation which will be starting next year. We had it this year but it was honestly, really on and off. It was first led by Angel but as the weeks went by, she started getting busy, so it was dead. HAHA. Then i just felt that i should do something. So we started having it again. A small group of girls. Sometimes there are 7 or 8 of us. And sometimes it's less than that. BUT ANYWAYS, we're gonna start fresh next year. For the past few days, i was really low on my self-esteem. Thinking that of all people, why did God choose me? As the days went by i wondered why. But somehow i think God spoke through Amanda to tell me that I can do it. And how she saw that our school was going to be saved and He told her that I can do it and need to trust Him. So since then, i really felt assured that i could do it. We can all do it if we really believe that He can do it. And knowing Him, i know He always keeps His word. :) It really woke me up and touched me as well to know that my God believes in me this much to put such responsibility in the hands of someone who isn't exactly the smartest or prettiest or whatever-est person. But then i remembered that God can use just about anyone. :) If we make Him our strength, our hope, our everything.. i really think that we'd change more than just our school. :) BUT, before we step into anybody else's world, lets just step into our own. And i know my world is my SCHOOL, FRIENDS and FAMILY. YEA MAN! I'm excited.



And hungry. LUNCH! :D


SEE YOU GUYS SOON!



p.s : Ting, i smell good.