I wanna blaze with You;

I think this will be a quick one! :D ANYWAYS, new layout. :D YES, if you're wondering if that's all, yes it is. This is how simple i intend the layout to be. Usually, i have really high expectations on layouts and all, but now for some reason, i just love simple ones too. Whacky layouts make me feel heavy. :P HAHA. Anyways, i had an interesting morning. Was just having my morning talk with God. It was amazing. I laid aside everything that was in my heart to open up a way.. a path for God to just come and take over. It was insane! With my cracked, not so pleasant voice, i sang Second Chance. I didn't really care how i sounded but i wanted nothing more than to just offer up devotion to Him to even care how i sounded. I felt God. So i just went with the flow. I don't know if i had tears from yawning or was i really crying but i don't recall yawning. So i think it was really just God's presence overflowing in my little bedroom. My sanctuary. My hill. I felt so peaceful in my heart. It's just amazing when you trust God to just make everything okay when you lay it all at His feet. When you CHOOSE to do so, He does wonderful things. Giving us that sense of peace, comfort, telling us that He's drawing near to you and not be afraid. Who can not enjoy God's presence man! Then suddenly i started laughing. I DON'T KNOW WHY! I started laughing, then i felt God laughing along. HAHA SO I LAUGHED LIKE MAD! Omg. I was just filled with so much joy. THEN THEN.. i started tearing. :P HAHAHA. I kept thanking Him for all that He's done to me, and all that He was to me all my life. Oh man.

God is an amazing God. So worthy of our lives. He's so much more than a God. A Father. A best friend who you really can rely on 24/7. God doesn't expect us to be oh so perfect and HOLY. Okay, when i say HOLY i meant, like totally being so into the religion more than GOD himself. He doesn't want that man. God is near to the broken hearted. :)

PSALMS 34:18

18 The LORD is close to the brokenhearted
and saves those who are crushed in spirit.

Despite our imperfections, He loves us so much more than we'd ever know. So much more that He gave His one and ONLY Son for us.


55 I called on Your name, O LORD,
From the lowest pit.

56 You have heard my voice:
“ Do not hide Your ear
From my sighing, from my cry for help.”

57 You drew near on the day I called on You,
And said, “Do not fear!”



awesome, no? :)