Rotting in the rottenness of the rotten.

Hmm, some title. HAHAHA. But seriously, that's what i've been doing all week. I've been staying at home a lot. It has its pros and cons. But it's all good. :) Anyways, i think Rach (classmate) will be coming over later. We've been planning that a lot of times but it always ends up not being done. I realised that i'm really excited for a lot of things. I'm excited for Acts this friday. I don't really know why but i think i'm already prepared to expect a great touch from God on that day. :) I'll be bringing friends too. Like 2 of them. HAHA. Not much but hey, it's a start. :) And also i'm so excited for New Generation which will be starting next year. We had it this year but it was honestly, really on and off. It was first led by Angel but as the weeks went by, she started getting busy, so it was dead. HAHA. Then i just felt that i should do something. So we started having it again. A small group of girls. Sometimes there are 7 or 8 of us. And sometimes it's less than that. BUT ANYWAYS, we're gonna start fresh next year. For the past few days, i was really low on my self-esteem. Thinking that of all people, why did God choose me? As the days went by i wondered why. But somehow i think God spoke through Amanda to tell me that I can do it. And how she saw that our school was going to be saved and He told her that I can do it and need to trust Him. So since then, i really felt assured that i could do it. We can all do it if we really believe that He can do it. And knowing Him, i know He always keeps His word. :) It really woke me up and touched me as well to know that my God believes in me this much to put such responsibility in the hands of someone who isn't exactly the smartest or prettiest or whatever-est person. But then i remembered that God can use just about anyone. :) If we make Him our strength, our hope, our everything.. i really think that we'd change more than just our school. :) BUT, before we step into anybody else's world, lets just step into our own. And i know my world is my SCHOOL, FRIENDS and FAMILY. YEA MAN! I'm excited.



And hungry. LUNCH! :D


SEE YOU GUYS SOON!



p.s : Ting, i smell good.

Nobody's fool;

oh you know who you are. I just want to say thank you for being there for me to even listen to me when you yourself are annoyed or disturbed by something. Again and again, i've said this.. but we're always so busy and all, but still you make time to talk to me even if you only had a few minutes left then you'd have to rush off to somewhere. You're always assuring me that it's okay and that you're here to listen to me whenever i needed to get something out of me and i'd do the same. Obviously i mean what i say that i'd always be ready to listen whenever you need to talk just as you always are for me. :) and i just want to say that you're a champion, man! You've told me things you've went through before.. and how i sat down amazed seeing despite all that you've went through, you still stood strong. And i'm proud of you for that and everything else that you are. And i will love you the same always for who you are and that's for sure. And again, i can't promise you i'd always be there for you but i will ALWAYS ALWAYS make time for you whenever i possibly can.


And there are times when SOME people tease me by making me remember those happy times we had when you were here and that last goodbye we had, but really, i don't cry about it anymore. I have to say it took me a while to get the fact that we all have to move on to sink in to my brain. But instead it makes me smile just seeing you smile in those thoughts. You know why? I know it wouldn't be the end of it anyways. :)

but heck, i still miss you so much. So i just hope that you be strong in God. That situation now, don't punish yourself for it. It's not your fault. Seek God and let Him be in control yea. :) You're gonna do just fine, not just in that but in everything that you do or going to do. I love you so so much and miss you as well. You nose digga. HAHAHAHAHAHA. I admit you didn't do it but it's too late now, isn't it? You gained yourself a "permanent" title. ;p HAHAHA! I miss those late night conversations. :P HAHHAAAHA. And once again, thank you for everything. :)

MelozoPelozo;

I would like to dedicate this post to Melissa Lopez. HAHAHAHAHAHA, *coughs* Mel for being my spongebob. MelozoPelozo and i have been friends since.. i dont know how many years but we never really talked that much back then. Then i started going Acts due to Soph forcing me to go (no regrets at all) so yea i started going. Then i realized that Mel was there too. So we started talking a little more. We always kept giving each other hugs and saying hi and passing by each other but never really was that close. We kept doing that all the way man. HAHAHA. Until like this month, we got much closer. She's a great person man! We can talk about the most randomest thing ever like for example; the colour YELLOW. I can't really remember how we got around to that topic but yea. HAHAHAHA. We are marshmellow crazy, we had and still have the nicknames we called each other before which is m1 and m2. :P I was m2. HAHAHA. Like i said she is great! A very talented and beautiful princess whose heart has been won by our Daddy! :) She's been through loads of tough times but still she stands strong in His name. Now thats a champion! I know you'd be reading this but i just want you to know that you're special. Even if there are times you feel weak, don't ever forget that He is our strength, shield.. basically everything. I love you just that way you are and will always accept you for who you are. :) God is gonna do something great in your life! I don't think but i KNOW it. :) SO YOU BE STRONG AND I LOVE YOU MAN! MELOZOPELOZOMELLOWBANANABOBWITHTWOFRONTTEETH! :P HAHAHAHA.

Desperate People;

Verse One.
I,
Wish i could just have one,
Just have one more glimpse of you (glimpse of you),
I know that i don't know you so well,
But in His arms, i know, you will dwell
Oh, I know that i'm too late,
But still, it won't hurt to say ..
Chorus.
I love you,
I miss you
I won't forget you ..
You will always have a place in my heart.
Verse Two.
Oh, as i look at your pictures on the wall..
Tears fall from my eyes,
My heart starts to break,
Knowing that i've still got so much to say to you.
Bridge,
Oh i know i've got so much to say
But it's okay ..
Cause you're not so far away ..
Watching me from above.



exams are almost over. it felt like years. Draggy i tell you. :( teehees.

All I Need;

As I sit here and think
About all that You've done
About how You gave me
Your one and only Son
And I'm trying to fathom
All that You are, but so far, Lord
You're so beyond me
I fall down in reverence
And I fall down in fear
And I'm asking You, Lord, won't You please draw near
Won't You open my eyes
So that I can see
The way that You are working in me
All I need is Your love
To come and fill this heart of mine
My heart is a desert that has gone dry
And I need Your love to carry me by
And I need Your love to carry me by
To carry me by, by, by, by, by
To carry me by
I lay down my life
And I put it before You
All that I have to lay in Your hands
And I'm not going to question, why You're so faithful
Why that You give me the blessings that You do
Let the glory be known, let the glory be shown
I just lift You up unto the throne

Through the nails that you bore;

you know, when Ps. Peter said that this year would be a year of happenings?



... well, i really agree to that.

Here I Am To Worship;

Amazed by You. (:

busy busy. :(

everything i am for Your kingdom's cause; <3